The existence of Black Friday and genocide convinces me of one of three things:
either a) there is no god
b) god doesn't like anyone very much
or c) god is as bipolar and wrathful as evangelicals think he is
I must say, I hope for option c the least.
As part of my "take back my life from crippling high interest debt" plan, I have been moonlighting as a Best Buy home theater "specialist." I've always been cognizant of the horrors of Black Friday, in the same sense that I've been, via the media, aware of the hideousness of genocide. Youtube videos of humans devolved into something worse than feral, pathetic animals, clawing and scraping and herding for some piece of shit something made in China, have always caused my stomach to writhe with loathing and disgust. And I say worse than animals, because I've never known animals to trample other animals to death over some unnecessary frivolity. And last time I checked, we are capable of moral cognition.
Animals: 1 humans: 0
On Thursday night, I was finally able to experience first hand the moral genocide that is Black Friday.
Thanks to glorious, holy consumerism, Black Friday has been slowly encroaching upon Thanksgiving. Which is the absolute epitome of contradictions. And is probably testament to the devolution of Thanksgiving in and of itself, into a holiday which revolves around gluttony and football, rather than any sort of thanks giving.
So, I found myself at Best Buy, around 10:50 pm, having risen from a hasty nap, heart more full of dread than I recall ever experiencing in relation to a job. As I walked quickly past the seething multitude of greedy humanity, I had this mantra on a loop in my head: "Don't get fired. Don't get fired. Don't get fired. It's just 12 hours. Don't get fired. Don't get fired. Don't get fired....."
Upon arrival, I discovered that it was my duty to go out and hawk a 55" Samsung TV on sale for $799, to people waiting in the line. Which is apparently what we were doing with most of our major door busters. As I began wading amongst the throng, I discovered that the majority of people only really had interest in 1 thing; a 40" Toshiba on sale for like, $180, down from 5 or 600.
Obviously, we only had like 23 of these, as they are merely a trap to lure thousands of idiots into the store, where they will proceed to give Besty like, a million dollars in a 24 hour period.
So as I'm freezing my ass off, grumpy as...a decent human being, torn away early from Thanksgiving with family, having to* freeze his ass off to help a bunch of greedy shittheads satiate their need to increase credit card debt, person after person is inquiring about this Toshiba. And I continue to tell, person after person, that I don't know shit about it.
All along the line, people are literally about to come to blows over people cutting ahead. Some woman grabs my arm, and angrily asks if I have the Toshiba. In as oily a manner as I can manage, I say, "I sure don't. It sold out. SORRY." And this woman proceeds to tell me how this is bullshit, and she has been waiting in line since 6 pm, and that next year, we need to have people out here by 4, making sure nobody cuts in line, because all of West Valley had cut in front of her.
Pardon the vulgarity, but this is where I was mentally, in that moment.
And I marveled, that this woman had the audacity to tell me that I should tell one of my superiors that several peoples' Thanksgivings needed to be cut short next year, so this manatee of a woman could get her grubby flippers on a discounted TV.
And that was the theme and feel of the night; a store full of entitled shoppers, perplexed and choleric when they didn't get the exact deals they deserved. I didn't get physically trampled by the stampede of human animals who burst through the doors like people fleeing machete wielding Hutus. But my soul felt trampled.
I like buying things. I'd be lying if I said I didn't. But I will never fight other humans for things. I will never line up for hours in the cold on a holiday, for things. I will never turn into a raging, angry lunatic over things. I definitely lost some faith in humanity.
*I realize that "having to" is debatable, as I choose to do this job to get out of debt. However, there are a lot of people that "have to" do this very thing, in order to survive.